Alan Watt Mystery 28 – Translation

X,

Please give me peace. I have a full inbox and every day is full. I have announced that I always run weeks and months behind on correspondence. ( translation I do not want to answer questions and run away from them, play hide and seek )

You vacillate between angry outbursts and too much familiarity. I ask that you give me some respect. Many of your emails are inappropriate.

( I wonder why ??….I dont play hide and seek but someone does and that causes confusion, obviously )

I am available for brief and straightforward communication about the work. Nothing else.

( again, shut up, do not bugger me with questions…go away …I only talk to groupies, the yes men, not someone who can think )

I hear what you have asked regarding uploads. I will address this with you when I can. What I ask of you is respect for my time and privacy.

( translation, I decide anyting , if I dont want to answer a question I will drag it out as long as I wish and if you have a problem with that, than that is your fault , you sinner )

This is my last comment regarding other people. No games with that… The chinks showed within three months of arrival. By six months no relationship left.

( …and yet the relationship lasted , still, 16 months….)

I did not seek revenge nor was I motivated by hate. That is not who I am. You do not know me or the circumstances yet you vacillate between lashing out at me and then making nice.

( translation , taking down all of alan s work, outside cttm is done out of love, you peasant, do you not understand ? I kill with love, not hate…. )

You have yet to really acknowledge your own part in these smears against me. Years ago I told you who I was, yet you ignored that and listened to the defamation and fed into it with your own actions. And here is another email from you with angry accusations. Giving me a deadline…

( translation , I dont know what she means by years maybe that is a typo ? I only have talked with her recently….defamations, well yes and no, yes it was defamation but the question is , was it valid ? )

I reiterate, X. If you have a sincere interest in doing something appropriate with the work, this can be addressed, in my time. I am about the work, not drama. So I ask that there be no more discussion of these events and these people. There is nothing to be gained by continuing with that.

( OH For Fucks SAke , there we go AGAIN, ” in my time” bla bla…

yep it gets on the nerves……any time a difficult question is asked that screen comes up….. I reiterate , I just asked her FIVE TIMES IN an hour , if she leaves us alone if we make a website, ffs

that is all

but no no no mrs M will not reply when you want to , she is not going to do it

she refuses to put a promise black on white , that is what it is all about, she is not going to do that, why not

it is obvious why not)

I thank you in advance for hearing my request of appropriate boundaries.

( translation bla bla bla feck off, bla bla bla you know too much….)

Melissa