it was extremely simple really and yet extremely complicated, it had to do with the puzzle pieces, they were re-shaken or re shuffled in english -reordered, certain parties came in , the ” victims” and dumped tons of new puzzle pieces out of frustration with mailbags on the table , so that is why I took me so long because it was a matter of seeing the forest through the trees sort of thing.
the problem was some pieces did not fit in the story of the victims, there were some anomalies, some things did not make sense, on the victim s sides…….so that is where I clued in, the hold on a minute effect…………
because I knew the victims were also hiding a secret just as the perpetuator
THAT is the key to unlock the mystery….if you clue in on that part………..
so all parties were lying , I figured out that part the only reason is why what is so nasty they all , even the ” victims” could not speak about it….
the reason they could not fully speak out is they would tarnish themselves
why would they tarnish themselves………….
M could not speak out , why not, because she would also tarnish , incriminate, herself….
that s how you start to clue in, step by step;….
Alan would say there is a given reason and there is a real reason …………..an excuse and the real meaning the real objective………….
the problem is the real reason is very dark and yet very simple……I am not sure if I should go further with this 
the puzzle pieces, yesterday night, for one reason or another , suddenly , started to fall into place………..boom boom boom……click clack click clack….and holy feckers……jeezes that was something weird and I had to laugh the rest of the evening ………..
one big fat smile
It just imploded in me, really weird, all hidden in plain sight…..but also very confusing as we only heard the stories of the others , which were twisted at some level, some truth in it for sure but also a lot of useless mudslinging, almost as if they were caught in the act of something they should not have done and therefor could not mention the real reason for their anger………..
but it is , yes, a very evil , sinister puzzle, that is for sure, we all knew right from the start this would not be a love story and yet , in a certain way , it is a love story but a twisted one.
and now as all the pieces are locked together suddenly the whole mystery makes perfect sense, it is very nasty and cunning, what melissa did, it is however also understandable, now I am not taking her side, but at least I understand why………….
she had to go to such lenghts, to once and for all , eliminate the women, the ” competition” as they would otherwise have caused trouble down the line, you see
she had to take them out, for different reasons.
she had to destroy them, she had no choice,
all of this debacle has not done good to cttm or its reputation, maybe that could not be avoided, you cannot avoid everything, sometimes you have to bite the bullet and she did bite the bullet
Melissa lured them in a trap , but it was a very very clever and cunning trap, not easy to see at first, she made them dig their own graves and when that was done, took them out , one by one…….. very calculated……….. yes melissa has some psycho tendencies for sure….
I am still amazed how deep this goes in cunningness…the nefarious nature of the revenge of melissa on the chicks….
that was a pure vendetta……the girls heads now dangling at melissa s front porch…so to speak…..
was it worth it ? that is for the gods to decide………….
also it needed time for M to establish herself as the new leader, to run things, so she did the good cop bad cop thing, playing nice to the girls, playing the dummy at first, to put them at ease………lure them into the trap………..
they did not see it coming, she did play , right from day one the grieving widow, at least for a while, to give them the impression she was that silent, frigid little grey mouse from canada, living in his cabin….bla bla….also….she took her time, that is another thing, that was confusing, at first, she took her time, to strike them down……….
they must all have laughed at her, that silly little grey mouse from canada……
that dummy
well, it turned out to be not like it seemed….
a very clever deception was put in place , a web to lure the girls in , and they jumped right into it………never imagining where it would all lead to…..
and that was the most confusing puzzle part, when M left canada and went straight to north carolina to pick up Jo……THAT for me was the hmmmm part….that piece simply did not fit in………..had to put that aside for a while………..
that was the joker piece
because it does not fit !!!!!
that from M s view would be the LAST thing you would do , right ?
visiting your enemy and begging for help ?
well at first it did not make sense but only much later, one year later, after debess was disposed off and the vendetta took form , it suddenly made perfect sense, it was not just elimination of the competition, that would otherwise if stayed alive caused trouble down the road, no, it was worse than that, she literally had the enemy, Jo, work for her, for free!!!!! paying for the privilige to work for the enemy …hahahahahah, man Jo got fucked there……….and not in a nice way ……………..
so there is humiliation to a demonic extent going on here
total degradation of the girls who where close to alan
total mental attack , will they ever recover ???
imagine how debess must have felt after working for melissa and than figuring out what was going on………imagine that, all for nothing, all a setup, a decoy…..up to her neck and no way out……..but the method used the cunningness of it all, the deception is so clever as it all seemed in the end just to be a ” censorship” issue, which it clearly was not, that was the trick, it was a misleading coverstory, the censorship part to lure us into a side way, a dead end street of understanding what really took place or the real reasons for it all………..
this was hate on a level I have seldom seen before, this was cunningness of galactic proportions, took me a long time to figure out, layer after layer after layer, like peeling an onion, you cannot get to the truth, right away, you simply cannot get to it, the only way is to do what I did, peel the onion………
and the more you peel the onion, the more it starts to smell….pun intended…..
it gets darker and smelly, stinky ….demonic………
the trick is Melissa had to get rid of them , for many reasons, but also had to do it under a cover of deception so folk would not clue in…. sure one will figure out something weird is taking place there, with this whole affair, sure but WHAT exactly that is hidden, secret.
you cannot put your finger on it, it is on the tip of your tongue and yet, you cannot really taste it …..
the length of the time it took M to finally take them out is also clever, it puts you on a false path, this is not about censorship at all
Now do not get me wrong here, there is definitely a money angle to this thing, now, sure, melissa wants to cash in, for many reasons, that is obvious
can we blame her for that, I am not sure
but she sure is a money wolf now
so it is not just about ” keeping his work ” alive no no , there is more to it than that, there is a financial incentive , for sure, make no mistake about it
she wants cash
melissa does not come cheap anymore, she wants some cherries in her pudding now…
Karen and Jo where laughing their boobs off behind Melissas tiny cold ass…
that is what it truly is , at first….she must have played the dummy ……..so she became the clown ………esp Jo got the hammer and suffering, so deep in her web…..paying for it, working for her, for a year, etc etc and than exposed and disposed of, wow, that is what I call a sweet revenge, a true vendetta , a crime passionele in a wicked sense …
melissa may be cold and she is , a calculating evil witch , for sure, but she had to take revenge, she did it in a very cunning way, took years , two years to reach the climax , the final chop, that is what I call CONTROL !!!! boy she has control
Melissa was not an agent, but a very cold frigid mouse for sure , that is now obvious
a very spiteful , hateful person, cunning, deceptive , with her own agenda yes
obvious
whatever it was between alan and M, whatever it was, it for sure was not sexy romance and butterfly love……….
to put it mildly
more like a strange agreement
well you have seen her photos, is that really something you want to end up with in bed ? you feel there is no passion or excitement there, you can feel it from the photos, I can feel it. It simply is not there. Not ridiculing her, just saying it AS IT IS, it is NOT THERE
and this is all not new, from Jackie I heard, in private conversations with me, later on, alan and women oh dear oh dear…so yes even in those days he seemed to be hanging out with chicks, not that I mind, his choice, just saying those things did not always end well for the girls and some complaint to jackie about it….for whatever that is worth….
these are the little puzzle pieces that do not make any sense, at first, years later they can fall into their place and it hits you ………
I did not bother, that is not my business, but , now we know, the little angry grey mouse was there all the time, are we starting to get an idea yet ?
one thing is for sure, M s actions, plan, was extremely cunning, whining and dining with the enemy and once their drunk and at ease chop their heads off
so the bond , or whatever it was, was not love, that is obvious as she never talks about alan, not really , a bit of fluff here and there, but if he was the love of her live, she would talk more and in a different way , but she does not, that is also a sign….
she almost never talks about it , not even in vague terms…it is almost as all she is interested in now, after getting rid of the chicks , it so make as much cash of it all, exploit it all she can, payback time
so, maybe her hmm adventure with alan was not so rosy and she thinks she deserves compensation for all the years living in the boonies without chanel perfume and armani tops….if you catch my french….
over the years they must have stampeded over the feelings of M substantially and to judge by the level of revenge, we can safely conclude the relationship between alan and the chickies was for sure of an intimate nature…..no question about that…
when you see it through this spectacles you see the puzzle pieces match up perfectly, it all makes perfect sense, you see it as it is , whether you like it or not, that is how it is
I personally do not care for the other topics,
was she really married, bla bla bla who gives a hood ?
what do I care ?
not my concern
for me that is a non issue
I do not care for M or the chickies at all, one level or another they are all full of shite, that is how I see it, we can understand her revenge, yes, maybe that is valid, or at least understandable but still, she has a lot to answer for and the chickies too, they are all guilty as far as I am concerned
it is somewhat a philosophical question , did melissa have the right to do what she did
maybe..
it was a sweet revenge
a very cunning one
maybe she had not real options , had to be done in a deceptive way to lure us , the public, away from the real reasons.
otherwise it is all too painfull, it is too painfull for all parties , all parties lick their wounds now……all of them….
a story of true human nature from all parties, that is how things can go in life
that is how things can work out in real life
Melissas is therefor not an agent, or something, no, just a very wicked sad woman really, very resentful and unhappy
her stories about her ” thing” with alan is full of holes and fakeness
maybe she loved him in her cold, caustic , manipulative ways sure , could be, from her point of view but , that is not how it works…..
just her voice gives me the creeps, she should have stayed where she was, behind the scenes, helping out, making the bed, or cookies, whatever, that is fine, but she wants to be on the throne now and has culled off the women around him, hmmm and hopes to cash in
and….does her own thing now, with her crappy pathetic shows, they are guff !!
sorry to say they are guff
smearing alan s work with that filth , I see it as filth
she is very stubborn, she claims she is doing the right thing, oh feck off melissa, no one wants that shite on alan s site , no one.
the social media accounts she has are not taking off
it is a dead bird
maybe, just maybe , after being hidden behind the wallpaper for so long she feels the need to be queen of the boot now, who knows, what her motivation is, some ego thing, whatever, i dont care, but it is , clearly , bs what she does
she is very cunning, has a very deceptive mind, and maybe from her point of view she thinks she is contributing hmmm, well the public surely do not agree with that.
she is , as you have seen, in the letters, obsessive with her points of view, you can argue all you want, she keeps seeing her work as ” very important” , at times it makes you puke… is she that thick ???
or in some form of worship, tunnelvision , who knows
her output is repulsive compared to his work, end of story
think most of us can agree on that part
dealing with melissa is like dealing with a psychopath, a true narcissist….that is how it comes across to me anyway…has all the hallmarks of it….by the book
and THERE is a clue , I knew but missed a bit…as this thread is decade ago…but click click it clicked…..
