As a long term listener, as the phrase goes, to Alan over the years got in touch with a few people, who were very close to Alan.
It just happened, now never was too close to those two women, but, I knew them.
There was not that much communication, from either side. One was Debess, Jo Leigh, but once I started asking question, this is very long ago, she blocked me.
So , that is that, than there is this Karen, did know her, we talked regularly, after her website alanwattarchive.com was taken down , we talked more and she did share a lot.
Debess, outside of me, shared a lot too, with others, and the others relayed it to me, so I had a good idea who debess is.
After Alan´s passing things went into higher gear. Than they got silent for a while ( while debess was in Texas) Than when she got kicked out of Texas / left, things started really rolling as CTTM
( cuttingthroughthematrix.com ) cult started censoring all of Alan Watt s works that was OUTSIDE CTTM.
In hindsight, this was all a very calculated plan, to A take out the girls who knew too much and would cause trouble a hate jealousy thin and B to remove alan s work outside cttm, so it is a two in one thingy.
The exact role of Melissa is dubious , at best. It is for sure not the grieving widow. Her actions do not correlate. Took a lot of work but we have proven that there is an agenda going on at CTTM.
That is obvious ! But Karen and Jo did no cooperate as they are also guilty, in several ways. It is also a control game about the name ” alan watt” etc etc and as said before, jealousy too
Yes I have figured it out, took a while, as it got complicated as all parties threw mud which contained half truths, lies, deception etc
The plan of Melissa was extremely cunning. She would literally have the enemy , debess, working for her, so she could establish herself first as new leader, once that was done, de role of debess became obsolete, dead weight, redundant…..so she kicked debess out and at the same time censored her and Karen. A very clever plan, they did not see that coming. All taken out overnight.
Why does debess not bark about it ? ( Her part of it …) As she is up to her neck in her romance secrets with Alan of course. Perhaps she also does not like to lose her channel, who knows, not important.
However, she did come out, in a short burst of hate against melissa/ CTTM and that is documented here. She did remove it two days later…
The ” entities” are just as guilty , in their own way to all of this. Maybe you think if they would not be there it would not have made a difference, perhaps you are right, she would censor everyone regardless, perhaps true, by the look of things now, I agree. But it was competition and they may cause trouble for M so she had to dispose of them, crush them , which is completed.
There are so many anomalies, things that did not make sense, that is how caught on, it does not make sense. Actions are opposite of words.
At this moment , the only thing mysterious is the role M played in this thing she had with Alan in the boonies in Canada. Also what happened right next after his passing, was she indeed some sort of agent, put there in advance to ” take care of things” once the moment arrives ? Is does seem to be so. There are no real indications why it would not be so.
Actions vs words, very important.
Very important.
All very strange, abnormal, suspicious and shrouded in secrecy, WHY..What is the secret ? What are we not allowed to know ?
Why, right after alan died, why immediately put up those stupid articles, a week after he died ???? Is that a ” normal” thing to do ? Just aimless prattle ? Really ? Would a grieving widow be so obsessed by put guff on his website and ever since ? Does that make sense? Is that what YOU would do in her shoes ?
But the biggest flaw in the whole game was, that a few days after she , M, went down to North Carolina, picked up Jo and both moved to Texas for 16 months or so….THAT is the clue
That is what made me think what is going on, as it would be the last thing a widow would do……….take her enemy on board, actually let the enemy work for you for free hahahaah..smart smart move…so clever….M was playing the dummy, Jo fell for it , she fell right in and did not see it
Once everything was up and running and her new role secured, there was no need for debess, what a cunning plan !!!!!!!
Technically , old fashioned speaking, they were all in romance with Alan, you can call it what you want, all behind M´s back….so innocent the girls are NOT
Not just that , plus they were his biggest hardcore fans and they both put up all of his work …..hmmm…… kill two birds with one stone ?
Well the birds have been killed for sure. I know them they are both spiritually kaput now.game over
It broke them, maybe you say , well maybe they deserved it ? Of course Frau M could never touch on that delicate topic !!! So she framed it all into the censorship copyright crap.
To deflect. So debess has been an incredible idiot in this all, being fooled by frau M for so long
That is what confused me so much, how can anybody be that stupid ??? Well obviously that is possible.
M claims that her relationship with Jo deteriorated after three to six months…. hmmmm …really …than WHY keep her on board for another YEAR ? hmmm interesting not ?
NO ONE can go into – some part of – the truth…the relationships the girls had with alan , no one goes into that as it is too obvious, too painful, too exposing , it would blow it all up.
and it did. It is obvious this cunning plan must have been designed a long time ago. This is not a hap and stance thingy…no no no, but once you have put those strange puzzle pieces in , the whole narrative, the whole unfolding, does make perfect sense ! So we know where we stand now, and it is all not looking too rosy and cute, it is all very deceptive, evil, manipulative, bla bla..is it game over ? Think it is , things will never go back to normal…Is M on a mission to run CTTM into the ground , it would seem so….the actions confirm it , if you want to ruin alan s work , well, this would be the way to do it. Alan said it himself often enough. Mix in truth with crap and you get that mushy lava lamp effect, same thing alexia cia jones is doing, mix fact with crap and ridicule and silliness and you reached your goal, game over Alan…..it is as simple as that.
Counter intelligence he called it….that is what it is
This is exactly the MO of counter intelligence…and they have done a good job, there is as good as nothing left today….I know I know all her ” work” is done under the banner of ” protecting ” or ” promoting” his work bla bla bla …it is so obvious ….you have to be a fool not to see it for what it is.
Every few days almost she puts more guff on his site, or on those social media channels…suffocating it all
Hardly anyone watches it, which says a lot too….
I have seldom meet such a cunning deceiver as Melissa, and I can tell you , it did affect my sleep, mood, stress levels ….big time…so I am very happy it is all over now, what a ride…
believe you me, hang out with her for a week and you run away screaming….she lies through her teeth , I see right through it and she knows I do and yet, no mercy…keep on scamming…forever…ruthless creature…demonic, yes demonic for sure.
Not really the activities a ” grieving widow” would be up to eh ? Would you not agree ?
I am glad it is over and have rest and hope , god willing , I will never have anything to do with her or cttm again.
Amen